I have figured out a great way for me to write and pray. I have a journal dedicated to God himself. Its hard for me to always say what I need or want or ... so this is my chance to write to God. I like the idea well see how it works out. Not on blog time, on my own journal time.
on a second note, I feel encouraged more by praying to God more. Even when people let me down- men especially. My self esteem has maintained thanks to God. I was beginning to feel awful, thinking some things were my fault and all i needed to do was to get on my knees and pray. Focus on me, focus on my career and doing what makes me happy. I do enjoy having fun and dating but right now its not the time for me I suppose.
I'll be working on me, making myself happy again. I didn't get my hopes up either. It was great. I was helped by the big man himself. I knew he has something else in store for me.
Oh well, life happens.
I just get up and do it all over again.
this time with charisma, spunk and character. (and being 50 lbs lighter)
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