Confident in my own healing capabilities

I have a feeling that it is his previous girl on his mind and his heart. I have a gut feeling that something happened about a woman. Something that I do not want to know about. But I  still need to help him...
he needs to heal from this as I have in the past. He needs my help in order to heal his heart and soul. my healing is rusty but I have 100% confidence in healing someone else's heart now that I have been healed after all of these years. I am ready. I feel it. I feel the energy in my blood like a calm river, the cool energy that can help save someone special. No promises can be made, I am not God. I can not do miracles. I can only do what I know. I can release energy that is ready to be released. This is not a force of nature.

There is something on his mind that is starving him. Stopping him from being human. Sucking every last drop of confidence and self-esteem from his soul. He is living on a thread from his heart.

Every traumatic experience lies dormant in our body. we know it happened, we remember it to the detail, and yet some how it eats us alive while we least expect it. Our muscles remember that experience more than our head does. We get stiff, we tense up thinking about it. Many people have told you to 'let go'. You just can't. There's something that is gripping you by the tongue, pulling harder as you struggle to break free. There is something that is stealing your life away before your eyes. While you are sleeping, it preys on your sweet dreams; and awake it is roaming in your every thought and desire

I am ready, if you are to take this journey through the healing rivers. I will be by your side, every step of the way, I will hold your hand, comfort you, care for you, heal you to my best ability. (As God does for many of us)
I am taking the guidance of the greatest man himself. I was sent to help you my dear friend.
God please help us both on this deep, spiritual voyage of mending.

Where is my career?

I have searched and searched for the ultimate career. I have lost my ways. I think I know what I like, but then i get there and find out that its not worth it in the end. I was lead my money not by my heart. I was lead away from my love and passion in life. Yes,  I do love massage therapy but it does not compensate for all of the hard work. Yes, I love taking care of clients. it has its rewards but its more of a fun job.
I want to find that life time career... I want to know what I want to be when i grow up. I feel so lost.
I don't feel like I am a normal 20 something gal. I want to find my path in life. I wish I knew or it would just come to me.
My passions go far and wide. There are many things i like/love in life.
I will be patient. I will wait for God to show me the way.

The power of prayer

Where ever we turn there will be evil against us and the this is where the power of prayer is the strongest.

My Son, if sinners entice you, do not give in to them. If they say " come along with us, lets lie in wait for someones blood..." Proverbs 1:10,11

I never realized that there are so many people that are truly corrupt in this world. Its not OK to hurt peoples emotions, or feelings. Where in the rule book does it say that this is OK? We are being taken over by evil thoughts, negative doings, and dangerous ways.

I am new to this as well. I am not a all knowing or a 100% God preacher from another life time. What I know, is that I am here right now and I am living in the moment. I do not want to be sucked into the world of corruption. I have been down those ugly roads, listened to the devil, and not trusted in God when I should have. All i know is that I don't want that life anymore. I want a pure heart, a great relationship with a great man.

The path has widened

My path to enlightenment had widened recently. My career as I know it is not my comfort zone. My comfort zone is writing. I have a talent is that being used to share to the world, however I can  be using it more efficiently. I know I am blessed and I just have to trust in God that he will show me my path.
He has started, now I just need patience to ensure me right now. I need to know that I will make it. I need someone to tell me that it will be OK. I'm still on that right path, I'm on the path that feels good in my heart and soul right now. Everything that I needed before is standing right in front of me. I have the most wonderful gentleman in the world and that gives me a sense of encouragement, a sense that I can do anything. Now, I just have to trust in God for the first time in my life- Trust that he will truly show me the way to fulfillment.

Quote of the day:

"I have no idea why I was sent here, I don't know my purpose here"
I said, "maybe it was to meet me", jokingly.
he says, "maybe you are right..."

A step in the right direction

I have found myself praying more often than before. I'm not sure why... OK, well yes i do.  I was inspired!
i will find myself eating and saying thank you God for this food today. I have rarely prayed for anything in life. Just when I need something. And that is not how it works. I am thankful. Truly thankful for so many things in life. I thank the individuals that do something kind for me, but i have to start praying to him as well. Even yesterday, I was supposed to do something and really didn't want to... and it ended up working out that I didn't have to do this particular thing. I thanked him. It was a close call.
I am thankful for the few great friends I have.
I am thankful for my family.
I am thankful for Roxie.

And I will always be thanking him every chance I get. This is a huge step for me in the right direction. Not only am I praying more often I'm finding myself chatting with him as well. I am finding my path slowly but surely.

Inspired...from an Angel.

I know there is a God for many reasons but recently he has shown me a new species of men. None that I thought existed like this. Something rare and unnatural to my city. He is an angel. He is my angel.
God has shown me someone I want to get to know better. He has shown me that the world I live is it not necessarily that mean. This person radiates with their loving heart. You can see this person is truly made of gold just by looking at him. This is just a phenomenon... Its unexplainable what the feelings that come over you by talking with this gentleman.  It is as if he is truly following God's word and living out his everything did. The best analogy I can give you is that this person reminds me of the breathing taking view of Niagara Falls. He stops me in my tracks, making me feel everything, making me sense the unsensed, he is truly a special person, very gifted person.
This gentleman I hope stays in my life inspiring me, motivating me, rubbing off on me more - He makes me want to be a better person inside and out. I wish that everyone could have the chance to meet someone as special as this person. I think this should happen to one person once in a lifetime.
I can say that I have been truly inspired to follow God's word because of this man.
Thank God for him,
and Thank you God for showing him to me.
I'm still in Awe, I am trying to figure out if this man is real. I have never had such a loving touch, a touch that you can feel in the pit of your heart. When he speaks he speaks the truth, honesty and nothing but love and kind words.
I don't want to be greedy but i want to keep him for myself. I know that he must spread his kind heart, he must show the world to not hate, he must inspire then the way he was inspired me.
This is man is truly a one of a kind. If you meet him, i hope you share with the world how wonderful he is.
Or if you have a similar story share that as well... we all learn from each other.

unknown influences

We run into so many people that say the right things or look at us the right way... These people stay in our hearts and minds for a long time. I love those influential people in the world. You never know when its going to happen- it just does. Its stops us in time, stops us from our daily hectic work life to realize what just happened.
Those influential people in the world probably don't know how much they mean to others. They always say hello with a friendly smile. They look at you when you speak, they beam with radiance making you smile.

Just know we are all influential people even if we don't know it yet. So what the heck, smile at someone you barely know. Ask them how they are doing today.
Because that will mean the world to someone even if you don't know it-